思念

今夜的我，情绪低落...
睡眠一再地受到干扰...
加上考试的压力，活动的忙碌，让我几乎陷入崩溃的边缘...
朋友间一句无心的玩笑话，勾起了我深藏在内心深处最痛的回忆...
眼看着课本...
心在思念着在远方的您...
不知您过得还好吗...？
这是一个没有答案的问题...

读书=没心情

好久好久没写部落格了...
原因之一～懒惰...
原因之二～文采不好...
原因之三～不知道要写些什么... >.<

大学放假一星期，已经过了四天，每天无所事事的，都不知道要做什么，加上生病，头痛的感觉让我更懒懒的不想动，只想发呆...
读书=没心情...
每次拿出书来就想睡觉，怎么办？？下星期就要考期中考了...

下大雨了,又是一个睡觉的天气...
不能再这样下去了啦！！再过两天就要去饥饿三十营了...再不读书就没时间了...
还是加油吧..！！

妈，生日快乐。。

今天是我妈五十岁的生日，也是她永远不能再过的生日。。希望她在另外一个世界能听到我的祝福。。妈，生日快乐。。我们永远怀念您。。

~Yuhoooo~

hi hi.. so long nvr drop by to write smthg le.. kinda busy for my sem 1 final year examination.. n yeah..!! ytd was da last paper ad.. haha.. so start from today is my sem break for around one month le.. now is 6am in da morning.. i'm busy packing my from ytd de 10pm til juz now 4am plus plus.. nvr sleep at all.. but kinda excited now.. wil be taking bus back to mlk at 9.30am.. hehe.. first thing i'll do when i'm in da bus is sleep.. ZZzzzz.. haha.. really very sleepy le.. my eyes is quite hard to open fully now.. hee.. but is worth it coz finally can go back mlk ad.. i miss satay celup.. n those fast food especially mcD.. now think get also hungry le.. but going to leave soon.. stil hvn carry my two big boxes of things to the pantry room.. definately not me wil take it.. since i'm so lam pong rite..?? haha.. thanks for those frens who help me carry my things la.. thanks guys.. ^-^

~pAniC~

i'm very panic now.. going to do add drop for my next sem course.. actually i'm relaxing all da way.. but da fellow sitting beside me now is keep on scare me.. make me feel more n more nervous.. feel like whacking him man.. haih.. i really panic lo.. my hands all cold like hell.. hush.. trying to cool my mind now.. wish me best of luck ba.. hope i can successfully add all my course up la.. good luck for those who are doing add drop now.. gambatte ba.. may god bless we all.. till then.. ta~

~i'm bAck~

after one week break in malacca,i'm back to uum again.. feels like not enough time to spend in mlk lo.. here is da time i had spent in mlk.....

first day ~ i reached mlk about 7am.. then walked back home with my two frens who is come back with me de.. after tat we go eat "dim sum" together.. then i go help my dad in da canteen.. ate a lot of ice-cream n junk food there.. =p after tat go become driver.. drive my sisters back from sch n go eat cendol at beside my ex-sch.. at nite i went to sing karaoke an Go-Go ktv box.. hehe..

second day ~ dun really remember wat i did for tat day.. juz remember tat i had put my bestie de aeroplane o.. sorry to her.. hehe.. gomenasai ya.. ^-^

third day ~ went to cut my hair.. thinking of let it grow longer de.. but duwan la.. lazy wanna tie up my hair everyday o.. so stil cut short it again lo..

forth day ~ went for sushi king with my bestie.. hehe.. sooooo long nvr eat sushi ad.. yummy~~

fifth day ~ started my work today.. kinda free coz not much customers.. went to my bestie de house after my work.. n i accidentally fall asleep there.. haha.. til da next time morning i go back tat time my family juz realise tat i stay overnight there.. sad case..

sixth day ~ busy working.. today got 86 boxes de stock come in.. busy checking n arranging.. then at nite go amote eat ais.. cappuccino flavour de.. luckily i nvr stomachache eh.. haha.. cant really stand for coffein de..

seventh day ~ working noon shift today.. so went to temple in da morning.. bought a bracelet for myself.. then accompany my mom got eat vegetarian food lo.. very colourful de bihun goreng.. got purple colour de cabbage samo le.. but i ate little bit only.. dun like to eat vege at all..

eighth day ~ working for da last day.. today got 100 boxes stock come in.. really tired o.. climb up climb down to put all da stocks.. nearly fall down from da stairs samo.. haha.. clumsy le.. too long nvr do this kind of stuff ad.. then at nite busy packing my stuff lo.. pack til nearly 3am le.. too many things to bring up ad.. but most of tat also foods lo.. scare later puasa wil die of hunger there ma.. haha..

nineth day ~ going back to uum lo.. tata malacca..

p/s: see i done so many things in da holidays but nvr study get also.. da day after tmr is my mid sem exam ad.. i also dunno how to die lo.. haih.. wish me best of lucks la.. not gonna sleep much ad la.. gambatte to me n everyone who is going to take exam soon.. go! go! jia you!!

TiReD~~~

this fews day really tired.. tones of assignments, homework, meetings.. juz finish a math test this morning.. thank god.. not really difficult yet.. coz i'm not study much last nite.. slept quite early also.. too tired ad.. or should i said exhausted?? haih.. juz now kena force to go "cat" da wall in my block de pantry room samo.. now i know tat tall is not a good things ad.. coz all da upper wall is i "cat" wan lo.. coz they said i'm tall enough.. actually my roommate is taller than me 1cm.. bt she went out for her assignment meeting ad.. so i'm da one gonna do lo.. n got one prob is da chair is not very stable also.. then my ketua paras put 2 sofa up there so tat i can reach da highest part.. so i was like standing on a "jongkang-jongket" juz now.. gonna balance myself while "cat-ing" da wall lo.. at last more than half of da wall is completed by me.. haha.. be proud man.. i at home also nvr do this kinda stuff le.. but they said i did til very nice wor.. nice meh?? i dunno.. i juz noe i'm very tired only.. later at nite got bbq nite samo.. dun feel like going down.. this wan can skip.. although i ad paid liao.. da most jia lat wan is tmr morning ar.. got a program integrasi for my ko-k.. n wat i need to do is "merentas desa".. means i have to run da whole uum again.. now think get aso tired ad.. why i need to do all this wor???? kinda pek chek sometimes.. n now i'm finding my assignment info.. i sat here for 3 hours plus ad.. n get ntg.. stupid rite..?? actually i find get smthg in my uni de library ad.. n inside da com written available means da books is inside da library n i can borrow it.. bt i run da whole library for 2 hours also cannot find get da stupid books.. really s---- man.. hush..

sorry people.. if u feel uncomfortable to read my blog.. juz stop reading it okie.. coz i'm gonna burst ad.. i dun like to keep feeling in my heart.. is very suffer for me.. dunno why other ppl can did tat?? bt i cant.. mayb i should learn it now.. haih.. nobody tat i can really talk with now.. nobody understand my feelings.. sorry to say tat.. mayb i'm too lazy to tel out also.. feel very frustrated now.. sometimes really feel like crying.. juz a feeling.. bt i wont did tat.. u guys should know i wont cry.. i wil n muz be tough.. da road is stil long.. n this is juz da starting.. bt i'm gonna give up now.. juz for today.. i'll keep this promise to myself.. gonna chaoz ad.. headache..