TiReD~~~

this fews day really tired.. tones of assignments, homework, meetings.. juz finish a math test this morning.. thank god.. not really difficult yet.. coz i'm not study much last nite.. slept quite early also.. too tired ad.. or should i said exhausted?? haih.. juz now kena force to go "cat" da wall in my block de pantry room samo.. now i know tat tall is not a good things ad.. coz all da upper wall is i "cat" wan lo.. coz they said i'm tall enough.. actually my roommate is taller than me 1cm.. bt she went out for her assignment meeting ad.. so i'm da one gonna do lo.. n got one prob is da chair is not very stable also.. then my ketua paras put 2 sofa up there so tat i can reach da highest part.. so i was like standing on a "jongkang-jongket" juz now.. gonna balance myself while "cat-ing" da wall lo.. at last more than half of da wall is completed by me.. haha.. be proud man.. i at home also nvr do this kinda stuff le.. but they said i did til very nice wor.. nice meh?? i dunno.. i juz noe i'm very tired only.. later at nite got bbq nite samo.. dun feel like going down.. this wan can skip.. although i ad paid liao.. da most jia lat wan is tmr morning ar.. got a program integrasi for my ko-k.. n wat i need to do is "merentas desa".. means i have to run da whole uum again.. now think get aso tired ad.. why i need to do all this wor???? kinda pek chek sometimes.. n now i'm finding my assignment info.. i sat here for 3 hours plus ad.. n get ntg.. stupid rite..?? actually i find get smthg in my uni de library ad.. n inside da com written available means da books is inside da library n i can borrow it.. bt i run da whole library for 2 hours also cannot find get da stupid books.. really s---- man.. hush..

sorry people.. if u feel uncomfortable to read my blog.. juz stop reading it okie.. coz i'm gonna burst ad.. i dun like to keep feeling in my heart.. is very suffer for me.. dunno why other ppl can did tat?? bt i cant.. mayb i should learn it now.. haih.. nobody tat i can really talk with now.. nobody understand my feelings.. sorry to say tat.. mayb i'm too lazy to tel out also.. feel very frustrated now.. sometimes really feel like crying.. juz a feeling.. bt i wont did tat.. u guys should know i wont cry.. i wil n muz be tough.. da road is stil long.. n this is juz da starting.. bt i'm gonna give up now.. juz for today.. i'll keep this promise to myself.. gonna chaoz ad.. headache..